Hello World.....
If I had the guts....I would....
If I had the guts.... I could....
But I don't... I'm a coward...
There i said it ...I fukkd up my life....
And Im too old to fix it...I'm half of 100....
No kids...no career aspirations....
No great idea or skill .... back single again....
I mean what's better... being single? OR being someone's after thought?
I was stressing for a minute but then I thought..."girl why are you stressing to hurry and be an after thought? To be an option? Saddown."
So I sat my azz down 🤣🙄
I'm still having health issues from the mold but can't find the right legal representation. I owe people...I'm scraping to pay rent every month. It's crazy!! I'm depressed and"broke " but don't have the capacity to leave this world.... voluntarily. I had to cut my hair because it was literally coming out in my hands. Lucky for me talking to my chiropractor, I have it narrowed down to low adrenal and thyroid gland levels. There is a plan in place to handle that. #fingerscrossed
In the meantime, I'm not a fan of Nissa.....I fukkd up and there's no way to fix it...I made wrong choices. I don't like it here...at all.
In conclusion.....
This shit is for the birds....
