I'm just saying...be mad later...

Hello World....

or whomever is read this...probably no one....

But anyway...so just to let you know...I am one of those people that will be sick and not mention it.  I don't mean a cold..i mean seriously ill.  So just an FYI if I happen to get a terminal diagnosis uuuuum i'm not verbalizing it....however.....if you happen to read this blog...more than likely...you'll know.

I'm just saying.....you can be mad at me later.  I'm getting cremated so you can yell at my ashes. 
(sick humor...i know...but i'll haunt you....HA!)



ok peace out colonizers and those that have been colonized....

Hello World.... She's Sad

Hello World....

I'm looking at this young lady in the mirror...she's sad...

she is sad today...it's a sadness that can not be overcome....

she's tried...and there have been some GREAT moments but they are temporary moments.  There are several things that can happen to take her to the next level....oh and she will continue to go forward and get to the next level...avoiding self-sabotage at all costs...

But....at least right now...she is still very very sad.

And today feeling very ugly....

sorry...no silver lining in this one...