This shit is for the birds...

 Hello World.....

If I had the guts....I would....

If I had the guts.... I could....

But I don't... I'm a coward...

There i said it ...I fukkd up my life....

And Im too old to fix it...I'm half of 100....

No kids...no career aspirations....

No great idea or skill .... back single again....

I mean what's better... being single? OR being someone's after thought?

I was stressing for a minute but then I thought..."girl why are you stressing to hurry and be an after thought? To be an option? Saddown."

So I sat my azz down 🤣🙄

I'm still having health issues from the mold but can't find the right legal representation.  I owe people...I'm scraping to pay rent every month. It's crazy!! I'm depressed and"broke " but don't have the capacity to leave this world.... voluntarily.  I had to cut my hair because it was literally coming out in my hands.  Lucky for me talking to my chiropractor, I have it narrowed down to low adrenal and thyroid gland levels. There is a plan in place to handle that. #fingerscrossed 

In the meantime, I'm not a fan of Nissa.....I fukkd up and there's no way to fix it...I made wrong choices. I don't like it here...at all.

In conclusion.....

This shit is for the birds....