A change gone come...

Hello World!!

Whew!!  A lot has happened and I have not been able to get to my blog page.

I thought my "bullshit" radar was working but apparently I still have a soft naive heart when it comes to people.  I don't have it in my heart to use people so I choose to believe that people act the same way.  Welp! I got "GOT" as we say via slang.  What was supposed to be a short 2 weeks turned into over a month stay.  Several broken $$ promises to this day, still nothing close to what was to be paid.  Why would you promise to pay by a certain date if you know you don't really have it.  Why even offer? Now I know how vendors feel when we don't pay on time. O_o  And at this point not trying to be friends.  Hey, I'm not a full asshole so if you say "hi" I'll speak back, I was raised old school southern and in that same aspect you show me your ass one time and you have just subtracted yourself out of my personal space.  While I didn't really expect the $$ it would've been nice to have for my Thanksgiving travels..just a lil extra to have.  I guess as a Believer, i should pray that they are overly successful and all monies are received. It's not that I'm praying bad stuff happen, i'm just not praying at all.  BUT I also know I have to forgive so i'm working on that.  Forgive but NEVER forget! I love the Lord but I ain't no fool!

NEXT topic:
I now have a new food blog!  Check out the blog at eatandrinkwithme.blogspot.com and you can follow me on facebook.com/eatandrinkwithme and twitter.com/dineandreview .  My mission with this blog is to visit different eateries and give a true, honest dining review.  I know there are some places out there that hype up their food with major PR and then we foodies get there and have disappointing meals.  My adventures are called "Dine and Reviews".  This upcoming holiday I will be doing a special "Home for the Holidays" Dine and Review and already have the breakfast klub on my list.  I want to add at least two more.  It should be fun!

Ok the title post is "A change gone come" and in the words of Sam Cook - "its been a long time coming but i know a change gone come.."  I've made some dumb azz mistakes but I think I've finally learned my lesson.  Oh yes, Mr. Man is still in the picture.  I don't know how to feel about this one.  A part of me is just aching to be full force, full heart in a relationship but then another part of me is like "Guard your heart Nissa"!  I wasn't created with the spirit of fear so I'm working on that as well.

Alright keep ya head up and don't let your visual outweigh your spiritual!