Will I ever be well?

Hello World....

Uugh!

I have been sick all of my freakin' life.  Born with scoliosis which caused other skeletal deformities..meningitis...Rheumatoid Arthritis and a few other things in between.  And NOW some bullshit is happening with my lips.  YES my lips.  all of a sudden they started itching and the color lightened up, crazy!

of course i googled these symptoms (lol), iron deficiency is one reason which I've already seen a specialist for due to an anemia diagnosis.  I just realized that I've been sick my whole damn life!  I've never NOT been in some kind of pain!

And going to the doctor doesn't work.  Nothing but doctor bills and no solutions.

I'm sick of it!  I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired!

I REALLY need to get back to a workout regimen for 2019, I HAVE to get better.

ok...that's it.

Peace and Blessings....