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Hello World...

May 15th to July 1st...the honeymoon stage is slowly wearing off.  Not that anything crazy is happening but I think, even though I haven't done a one on one situation in quite sometime my non-single mode expects/looks for something specific that I'm not getting.  And I'm trying to not be the "friend" that controls the situation and  that lets the chips fall where they may.  This may be my "test" to see how I now handle one-on-one situations.  If I let the chips fall where they may, maybe it'll be a great thing versus me controlling how I want it to go. LOL...stubborn Aries I am.  I don't know..we'll see.  Right now I'm just..ugh...mad about the fact that I have to even deal with these emotions.  I'm an emotional being but I don't really like emotions.  Emotions, to me, mean that people can hurt you.  I don't like being hurt....so right now... ??? is where I am.

I hope everyone else has a peace and blessed type of evening.