I've seen alot...

Hello World...

it's been a minute between posts and my apologies.  I've let "life" come between me and my journaling.

I was rummaging through my planner and happened upon an old poem i wrote back in March 2012 and it's a tad bit dark.  I think i was frustrated about some stuff and decided to put it to pen and ink.

Take that to the bank

I've seen too much
I've witnessed repeated inefidelity all my life
When I was a naive individual, I thought that there were those that were different and said "I do" once...
Found out after the divorce that he was no different than the rest..
Even after that, I still had faith in humans and allowed myself to fall for someone.
It wasn't infideloity but a control freak, verbally and mentally abusive....no thanks.
So now, I do what I do.  The one thing someone will NEVER do is hurt me again.  My wall is like titanium kevlar, bullets bounce off and hit the ground with a "ting"!
I refuse to be hurt! I refuse to be hurt!
Never, ever, ever, ever, ever again!
And you can take that to the bank!

There is no music with this post. As you can see by the wording, I am pretty serious on this one. I've seen a lot and so my faith in a successful relationship is very iffy.

it's time to head to bed now (11:34p)

Enjoy your weekend!