Hope it is.....

 Hello World.....

My time is almost up on the west coast and I have to tell you, I am going to miss the west coast.  Back in September, I was led to find a church home, something I did not EVER would do.  I was obedient and found Saint Paul Church of Sacramento.  I've told this story before I literally started googling "churches in sacramento".  I found this church's FB page and watched them online and then went to service in-person.  I thought they were non-denominational, it didn't matter to me really.  I was raised in the AME church but I have been a member at baptist churches.  I was just looking for a good vibe, the right spirit and I found it.  I completed my "new member" classes December 2024 and had to go home for the holidays (yep had to it was a mandatory rotation) and got back January 2025 to find out we were having an MLK program where the community choir would be ministering.  Guess what!  Community Choir is open to everyone! :-)  Yours truly got a chance to sing in the choir.  I had a time last night!  Yes 1/20/25 will always be an awesome memory for me.

I'm looking forward to what the future looks like.  As of 1/20/25 - our government makeup is cray, delusional and any other.  This next 4 years are about to be VERY interesting.  As for our community, it's best that we support each other and mind the business that pays us and us only.  I'm working really hard to shut down my petty and be quiet and not respond to ignorant stuff but it's HARD...but i'm definitely working on it.

Anyway...happy new year...if you're looking for a church to visit or need a church home, I definitely recomment Saint Paul! 

Going forward, I plan to stay focused and mind my muhfuggn business!

Hello World.....Happy New Year 2025

 Hello world!

Well our project sent us on a mandatory rotation I'll be heading back tomorrow to the west coast.  I got a chance to see my family and some of my friends, however at home in GA, my car isn't working and rideshare adds up. (oh boy)

I did get a chance to team up with some nightlife homies, a time was had!

2024 was the year of the Universe pushing me onto my new path.  From struggling to pay rent to a homeowner to seeing the world a little bit via corporate.  Guess who is not complaining...me??

I thank the Lord and my ancestors for my new path and I promise not to waste ANY time or talent.

Shouts out to The Ladies Den - we were nominated for an ATL's Hottest Award and we'll be celebrating our 2nd year this year.  Be on the lookout for more from the den!

OK world, the runway calls....LOL...it's the first #TLA runway class of 2025 and ya girl hasn't been on a runway in a good long time.  Let's get it!!

Keep your head up and keep it pushing!

Happy New YEAR!

p.s. be on the lookout for "53 and I'm outside" celebration! Aries in the building!

West Coast - they not like us - turn up it is....

 so listen - hey people....

my last post was talking about me turning 52 on the west coast.  So what ended up happening is..my training colleague ended up going over to a different project because our projects were being completed so a good amount of our TACs were sent home.

So now I'm the point of contact.  I've been learning alot across the board.  This project should last at least until October, possibly February.  We'll see how it goes.

I'm having a great adulting time.  I got a chance to see my folks at the Turknett Reunion, I'm happy.

Keke has officially moved in the mobile home.  This may work out great because I'm not there everyday and my social awkwardness won't mess it up.

We'll see!

Until further notice....peace and love....love and peace...

p.s. enjoy the family video that I put together for our reunion.

West Coast turn up it is..... #Aries party

Hello World..... 

it's 2024 - it's March - you already knoooow.....the turnup started on March 1st.....

today is 3.20...yes ya girl is hitting 52.....but oh my GAWD....

quick recap - 2023 was all a shit show, i moved into a #DivvyHomes property which had not been properly inspected and it had mold and I got severely ill!  They paid to clean the mold from the property and repair everything that hadn't been done before I moved in but refused (still refuse) to reimburse me for the $$$$$ i had to pay for specialist as I fought to find out WHY suddenly my face was fukked up and I couldn't breathe!

ok..present-day - I got the hell up outta there and tapped into my 401K and bought a mobile home.  While I was getting the hell up outta there I got a call from some colleagues about an opportunity in Cali for a project set to last one year!

Yes, ya girl is in Cali...right now....typing!!  It's 8:34am PST and I'll be turning a year older in a new land.  I'll get back with you on the update.  just know ....that God/Universe and the Ancestors have my back. I'm good and I'm gettin a haircut today! so I can be fly tomorrow.....

BUT....I had a slight panic attack at 1:30a....I promise I will get myself together but there is a part of me that is slowly getting acclimated.

More to come.....Stay tuned!!♈♈♈

Hello world....Well lookie here....

 Hello World.....

Well lookie lookie here!!  It's 2024 and I made it!  Ya'll listen I am tearing up while typing this...why?  because I honestly wasn't sure if I was going to be here to see the new year.  One of my good friends died on her birthday last year, my cousin-brother two weeks older than me passed on his mother's birthday...I just knew I would be part of the number.  I swear...but the Universe had other plans and my ancestors continue to assist me on my journey.  Seems like 52 will be my magic number...i tell you what 51 was a summabytch.  I almost died y'all my decisions to make some moves kept me alive.  But my new living situation had me in a financial jam for real for real.  This year is already looking up.  I have some new revenue streams happening right now with more lined up.  2024 will be on the up and up...let's get it!!

This shit is for the birds...

 Hello World.....

If I had the guts....I would....

If I had the guts.... I could....

But I don't... I'm a coward...

There i said it ...I fukkd up my life....

And Im too old to fix it...I'm half of 100....

No kids...no career aspirations....

No great idea or skill .... back single again....

I mean what's better... being single? OR being someone's after thought?

I was stressing for a minute but then I thought..."girl why are you stressing to hurry and be an after thought? To be an option? Saddown."

So I sat my azz down 🤣🙄

I'm still having health issues from the mold but can't find the right legal representation.  I owe people...I'm scraping to pay rent every month. It's crazy!! I'm depressed and"broke " but don't have the capacity to leave this world.... voluntarily.  I had to cut my hair because it was literally coming out in my hands.  Lucky for me talking to my chiropractor, I have it narrowed down to low adrenal and thyroid gland levels. There is a plan in place to handle that. #fingerscrossed 

In the meantime, I'm not a fan of Nissa.....I fukkd up and there's no way to fix it...I made wrong choices. I don't like it here...at all.

In conclusion.....

This shit is for the birds....

hello world.....Divvy Homes

 Hello world....

Update:

08/18/2023

At this point, Divvy Homes have sent the HVAC vendor back to update the AC systems by adding a sensor so that the upstairs was properly ventilated.  So basically because they didn't do the proper inspections, they didn't realize that the AC system was not setup correctly for two-story property.  in my Khaled voice (AND ANOTHER ONE).  They refunded me for the air purifiers by applying the amount to my rent BUT i need to be refunded for all of the extra money that I've had to pay by going to specialists.  I now have a new bronchial issue too?  oh yeah, i'm trying to figure out what attorney to contact.  It's going to happen.  I'ma need to get my whole life back together, i will not forever have to take theraflu and eat cough drops and take puffs of albuteral to survive outside and not cough my damn food up.  Tha FUK????

my face looks back to normal but my hair literally started falling out even more....it's not over.

Update:

6/01/2023

Divvy Homes is so wrong for this. I now have a crazy breathing issue. My throat is always tight, my breathing is always labored and my voice is still not right. I can't do anything without going into a whole breathing attack.  I've NEVER had breathing issues...so whatever this crap is that I inhaled at 122 Hudson bridge court has fukkd me up!!! I gotta make sure I let the allergist know at my follow-up appointment.  This is nuts but they want my $1800 every month though!! I damn near died in that townhouse.  They still need to send someone to clear the AC Vents. I'm so mad right now....every time I take a labored breath I'm mad!  I need to get an attorney to handle everything quick!

Ok... gotta go "make the donuts".

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Update:

4/17/2023 update:

So I was feeling crazy this past week, face still swollen, light headed, coughing, barely breathing.  I finally took myself to the Urgent Care on Thursday.  The doctor did a chest x-ray and put me on a regiment of steroids and a few other allergy deterrent.  I'm currently on day 4 of the steroids and the side effects are crazy.  I go from sleepy to hyper.  I'm definitely feeling better, the swelling is pretty much gone.

The air quality tech came to test this past Friday.  I should get results by this Tuesday (4.18.23) at the latest.  I pray we get answers because i can't go through the swelling again and I can't live off of steroids.

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I got the lab results back today!  There is mold present in this home as I have been saying.  I have just forwarded the results as well as invoices to have my rent adjusted less the additional monies that I have had to pay to troubleshoot the issues in here.  My health has been affected!  Thank goodness I do not have to go into the office otherwise, I would be SOL.  I'm now waiting for a response from Divvy Homes.  Next up is the legal path if common sense doesn't prevail.

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I think Divvy Homes is trying to take me out of here.  If you've followed me, you know from Nov 2022, the landlord of my previous home decided to do something else with the property and I was forced to move.  I decided to buy a home but my credit status veered me to the path of lease to own.  My realtor connected me with Divvy Homes which is a company that assists with buying a property OR they already own a property ready to move in.  

The way that everything happened with me, I ended up buying a property they already owned.  Upon seeing the home with my realtor, everything looked above board.  Their process of due diligence they test for EVERYthing.  I moved into this new spot the first week of Feb 2023 and by the 2nd week, i noticed my face being swollen in the mornings.   I have asked them to do a mold test to clean my air ducts and they threw all of that back on me.  Saying I am responsible for that.  I've now paid for a mold test and now I've purchased two air purifiers.  I'm visiting doctors to get tests run to figure out what my body is going through, my fair, my hands, my legs.  Now I'm dealing with dizziness, with headaches.  It's a shame.  I just wanna be in my own space and relax but now I went from having to stressfully move from a place to a place that is making me ill.

I'm going to see about getting the air ducts cleaned and then the next step is an attorney.  I am possibly breathing in black mold everyday/every night and Divvy Homes doesn't give not one good damn.

stay tuned for more...

4.07.2023